End of the Road?

Honestly speaking, it’s the ending of one road for me
and the beginning of a new track whatever it may be.
I’ve been patiently waiting so long to finish school
and finally, finally I’m almost there!
Then why do I stop and stare feeling so sad
as if life’s journey has come to an end?
So what’s next is always on my mind,
 the worth of all my work lingers like the wind all the time.
I should feel happy, my hard work has paid-off,
or maybe I didn’t work hard enough so- im laid off!

No, no, no, no, no, yes, im almost at the finish line
Still I need the strength to go the last mile,
or worse the rest of the journey after I did my best.
I’ve learned allot but still feel like I haven’t learned a thing,
I’m so inexperienced it’s almost like a sin.
But I keep the hope that my life will turn for the best,
 to manage my time well seems to be the test
I stop fooling myself for I cannot rest even though I’ve come so far,
The end of the road may yet be very distant like a star.

Mythical_Poet
Spring 2011