Why Do I go on my Knees

Six billion people in this world, many pray everyday

why do I go on my kness, why do I go astray

Am I so special that God will change his will for me
Why do I pray? Why Dont I let things be?
For God so loved the world, he so loved me
He left his throne in heaven to set me free
the world goes hungry, but me im comfy,
I know this to be so because he loves me!
I say God is good cause he answered my prayer
what about those people dying over there?

No time for knees, when people are sighing
Now while you pray, imma save those crying
No more knees, and no more lying

Cause life's about choice, two roads deciding.

Its was not GOD really but me who fed the poor
Ive always had the power and now im sure
Like who am I trying to kid, im free as a bird
Im free to do what I want, go places unheard
Cause God is quiet and watching time flow
He depends on me and now I know.

Im really a selfish prick to make God care
when its clear to all that life is not fair
They say God has THREE; yes, no or wait
If its wait, how shall I ever know my fate.
Its true I may be wasting time and no-ones there
I wasnt praying when I took the cookie with a  chair
God can save whoever he wants, fair to say
if he doesnt save you, it means he didnt want to.
Cause God does moves in mysterious ways
So dont be surprised if he shortens your days.
 
They say everything that happens is part of Gods plan
So Genocide and hunger is all in his hands.
So why should he care about a child like me
one in a billion now thats insanity.
Would I jump of a cliff If God says to, no I wont!
I go on my knees to make myself feel better
Its not about God its about me isnt it,
yes, im evil and finally I said it.
Cause I just answered my own prayer, let that be clear
And I never had to bow down, he was always there.

Mythical_Poet
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