Thoughts of a Righoeus Man

Lord save me from misery, this is not the life for me
Im awake while the worlds asleep, its deep
save my soul from whats coming, the world a horror flick
This mess is bigger than me, I dont understand
Am I to blame for the worlds tragedy?
then forgive me or forgive them; I dont deserve heaven
Naked I came and naked shall I return
Until then my soul slow will burn
As I await my time, my turn

God save me, please save me, grab me and take me away.
Im a soldier but this life is too much, too much
You know I try, I try you know
I do play by the rules. Can a king take orders?
The futures looking dark and hopeless I cant face it
only you know If Ill make it.
God save me.

Im a soldier, but im stronger than this
Save me from all these damages
I stand alone, solid as a rock
Im sorry mother I never meant to hurt you
your son is dying of a broken heart
with a holy pain, all I feel is pain
Give me a death like Jesus, God save me.

The good die young, the world is trying to tell me what to do

why was I born; to become a slave?

shall I pass the point of no return, do I have a heart brave?

Indeed many dont make it, playing by their own rules

give me freedom or give me death
I spit on the worlds face and embrace an early death

the choice is mine, give me the test.
if there's no love, ill stay in isolation .

I cant believe death is on my mind, dear lord
lift me up from this place, without a purpose life is worthless
still I keep my head up and pop a smile
I write a verse all the while
Thoughts of a righteous man, no lies
my enemies spun a web for me, to keep me down
If I die today, I try

Mythical_Poet