MY ONLY CHANCE

MY ONLY CHANCE


Why should I hide my rhymes, expression ain't no crime
there's no escaping the way I am like a filthy bad habit
get ready for hell on earth, light a blunt burn it slow
 there's no place to go, so just flow with it.
I got a thousand miles running head-start away from them
So different I dont even recognize my own self
weird is the new cool you never learned that in school
you think im off my meds, gee quiet kids never change
every good boy deserve favor
like every first born is a savior
the less you care the happier you'll be

finished school but am still not free

I dont hate life , I hate my life

I won take risks cause I love my life
im confused about life

but I wont quit, im a bit too fit for giving in

wont let Satan win get the best of me

my whole life I never knew who I was to be

Half my life is missing like pieces to a puzzle

nothing more, nothing less its all in the juggle

ill never fit into this society, I'll always be a stranger

I keep to myself and that is the danger.
Children the world we live in aint got time for giving
keep on moving, keep on moving now


An old saying goes what goes up must come down
you might be more familiar-what goes around comes around
Ive never been that kid who fit in  societies crowd
back in school I rolled solo, but wasnt very proud
I cant take this society, I wanted to leave it quietly
Im from a different planet u see, almost lost  my sanity
my only chance came once to write my verse in reverse
yet for all my sweat im still upset yet-why do i feel this way

My worst day was the day I touched earth tryna find my worth
spilling my guts on this verse, church turn a gift to a curse
I know im better than this but cant resist this evil trap
sometimes I wonder why I even put up with all this crap
It all never made sense until one day I saw the light
I shed a tear for every pain I felt all through the night
my only chance came once to write my verse in reverse
yet for all my sweat im still upset- why do I feel this way


I write poems but why do I feel this way
Im doing good yet why do I feel this way
my life so blessed so stressed but I just cant understand
child you'll soon realize the worlds a sick place
and though I ask many questions Im tired of this race
man I just wanna climb to heaven where i'll see Gods face
but im stuck here might as well make the most of this
the answers somewhere out there we'll find it one day
Until then I guess we all have to pray I wanna say


Prophets are never welcome, good people are seen seldom
my only chance in this world is to survive still I ask why
could never be from here, Im a lost alien I swear
how can I rescue the world, give my life for this girl
I dont even know her, she looks clean and sober
dont trust, dont say nothing
I write in advance like im dead in a transe
my vision enhanced, ahead of my plans sir
a genuine answer contagious like cancer
Im realler than real, I live and I feel
I have no appeal, what u see is the deal
Im not from this place, not even a trace
was born in the east, just to say  the least
larger than life, that holy ghost spliff
just one little whiff im gone off that cliff
Im sicker than sick, am not like the rest
im waiting for time to put me to test

Why do I feel this way, like why do I feel this way
my mind wants to get the best of me, life no easy
haters are gonna hate, people will be people
im just gonna do my thing despite all the evil
who can relate, im living my fate
the foods on my plate, the game I will play it
not much to say, im living this way
psychological damage you dont have a clue
what I write in my verse I live and its true
you dont have a clue, you dont have a clue
theres no escaping this like detention camp
all the world is dead, I resurrect instead.