Thoughts

It is true. I must write to survive. Its like air to me. Even therapy.I dont know how else to explain but to share my words. I never made myself a 'Poet' yet was chosen for it.This is not a boast just the truth. A true Poet will understand that I tried to run from this-- failed. It comes naturally to me. To be in any other profession believe me Ive tried. Theres so much to say its taking me nearly 500 poems to say it. It doesn't stop and there's more to write. Perhaps I will stop at 5000 poems. Edit & compile them into several books and close this chapter with perhaps a biography. THE AUTOBIOGRAPHY IS VERY VERY HARD TO WRITE- ITS NOT THE RIGHT TIME FOR IT.When the time is right I will publish them for free. I have alot of good ideas



I KNOW WHAT YOU DID.

Im sorry you're 'feeling' that good guys are weak
I express my feelings and thoughts let me speak
Not looking for extra attention, just tryna be me
But I know your type, so I guard my wall cleverly
Please dont be surprised cuz im not up to scratch
Im like a shooting star at night very hard to catch
So we're even, both been dealt sin by the opposites
still I smile honey cuz my personality got benefits

you wont catch me easy,a diamond in the dirt
been loving myself yo, what you say doesn't hurt
And I cant notice but to notice you noticing me
so you had better come over cuz babes I wont be.



MURDER LOST FOCUS

Call me what you want im firm as a rock
remember the woman who sinned not the man
and the woman ate the fruit and not the man
women are dangerous and I dont trust them
I stay away from them because they're tricks
Very few women in this world who I can respect
Perhaps one in a million who can gain my trust
The rest are a trap waiting to fatten a rabbit
they will eat a godless man down to the bone.


Life is a bitch & sex is the death of all men
dont bite the apple Eve or im a leave you, bye
you'll never get to know me so leave me alone
ha I told you im not like other guys so be wise
How long will I be this way--until my dying day
I role solo dont compare me with the crowds
its like apples to oranges, peaches to plums ye
bananas, imma protect my name till the death of me
I dont bow to women so forget you and goodbye.


Call me gay cuz I dont mess with these chicks
grow some balls men and stop making women rule
why the fuck are you worshiping women, stupid
stand firm and be men, women are not everything
you feelin real nice cuz you sleepin with ten women
you is a fool and u disgrace the name of God in heaven
how you gone make a woman make you broke to death
have some self respect you womanizing fools you


Where are all the guys who went to school with me
show me two on a finger who came close to success
you let a girl control your head, you not wise son
if thats all there is to life then im the foolish one
I know they look good,smell good too,im not blind
but I got that spiritual sight you need to get some
I spit that knowledge you need to learn, smarten up
be on your grind before you lose your mind, rewind.
walk away and tell these girls stop wasting ur time


Mythical_Poet- draft 1



Dont cross that river if you cannot swim
why gamble with dices if there's no money
Dont play games you know u cannot win
to risk it to the point of no returning
If your not a runner dont join the race
leave it alone if it doesn't concern you
dont do it, dont flip on that switch-
You shoot yourself in the head 4 dead
who is not a pilot should not fly planes
who is not crazy run away I say,

breathe Kush, you throw ur life away.
And never again to see the light of day