Friday Morning Random Thoughts

Who needs expensive health insurance when you're covered
freely with the blood of Jesus Christ.
Why bother with skyrocketing costs, when you can just
exercise faith in God. The christian life is
the best health coverage you can invest in.
Its been paid for already. Its free!

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I write my Poetry. I read my poetry.
And it amazes me how much I have in
common with the Prophets. Lord Knows.
They must be Introverts!
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Who am I to have my Poetry published
and read? Maybe im not that good!
Why do I deserve it?
Rather, who am I not to?
I deserve this I do. I store my brain
cells on paper far from few.
Anyone who can say they have over
300 Poems written in less than a year
deserved to be considered.
I know deep down im an artist
I know my life circumstances and
experiences have cut me this slice
but I write for my health, I dont want to
be known.I dont want fame, I want recluse
I wont handle fame, it will destroy me
faster than a bullet destroys a man
But im also inspired from
time to time with thoughts not mine.
Do I have to spell it out, forget it.
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SECRET FREESTYLES OF A RECLUSE

Im an introvert by nature. I like
to think. I like to daydream
and fantasize. I got imagination
Put me to the test I wont fail.
Always been this way.
I hate the crowds
but I long to be with them, but
something prevents me from
singing with the crowds.
I want to have friends many
I want to be cool, but I cannot.
Im not mean or selfish
though sometimes I think I am
Infact I am very selfish, its true
So I try very hard to not be myself


The Lord is helping me to come
to grips with my personality
I struggled for years to accept it
I shunned poetry with disinterest
Most people may think me strange
before they get to know me, indeed.
Until they talk to me or me to them
and they see He aint so weird like
I thought.Why are you so quiet?
Why, I just dont know. Ask God.
Why do you look so kiddish
I dont know. Ask God.
I made up my mind to write poetry
reveal my personality to the world
may be the only way for me to shine.
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REFLECTIONS

Some people love going to church
Me I was raised in the church.
Some people love the church fellowship
I dont have a problem with that
Im just very damn unpredictable, I am.
If there is anywhere I feel so uncomfortable
its in church. Im talking about a church
that Ive been a member since childhood.
And basically know most the people
I just dont understand.
I remember as a child going to church I
would frown like its that time again!
A depression would come over me when
I entered those doors and sat down
I felt like throwing up every time.
Loud preachers and bedtime stories
Following the ways of rocks in chairs.
Still I went, week after week, year
after year until it didnt even matter.
One day it happened & I saw the light.


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